Just a rant.
It has been a while since I have written anything. Every time I type words that from sentences and sentences that form paragraphs, I erase it all. It all feels wrong, incorrect. Anyway, this is the first time in my almost twenty one years of existence that I moved away from home and got a job. My first job. Somehow, I still have trouble processing it. All of this. Moving away, living far, living in a less than average accommodation. It's all a little fuzzy to me. All my life, I haven't been someone who can approach someone first, make conversation and maintain it. I am not the best at it and I don't know how to get better. Frankly, I never found the need to. I was always happy with the friends I have got and the people I managed to talk to. I have only been able to connect with a very few people instantly. That has been nice, but how do I make conversation with people who are so drastically different than I am? How do people even do this? It has been about 3 days since I st...